Time flies so fast

Time flies so fast. Today, i walk to ticket shop to buy ticket for going back home in this weekend. After my room mate and i bought the ticket, we have our dinner in the mamak stall which is near to the ticket shop.

I saw one group of junior was there to have their dinner. They occupied 3 table, around 10 people. It remind me how my university life was during my first year study. I just liked them before this, we always had our dinner here, the dinner date was set around once per week. But, now, it seen like different, life has changed. Only my room mate and I, two people are here to have our dinner.

Suddenly, i feel my heart is touched when I saw this screen in front of me. It make me feel "time is flying". Same environment and place, but the different is the person who beside u right now. It also remind me how sad i should be, from a group of people and now it turns become only me is here.

Friendship and relationship can be so strong or fragile.

After I return to my room, my room mate mentions to me how close the junior is when she saw their photo in facebook. Yes. Relationship among junior is strong enough as we can see. They share their assignment and information, they also can go out for a date or trip in a group of 10-30 people. My room mate ask me, how about us? She and I feel our batch is shameful. A question comes out in our mind, why we can do this and just like junior?

Well, I don't know.

I told my room mate, everything need someone be the starter to start it, then other only may follow, believe and maintain it. Well, may be senior are selfish, not generous and forget about the theory of sharing is caring.

This incident let me think of those who said I'm fierce. It is just because of I'm too serious and forget to smile at the moment when I was busying in my assignment. Actually, I;m not angry or in bad emotion if I'm not smiling. It means nothing if no any face expression on face, it can be in serious mood to figure out a solution for certain problem.

Does it mean a person who always like to smile and laugh is not allowed to has other emotion or expression rather than that? Erm...

Get back to the question. Does it is the fault of the person who too serious and forget to smile at the moment? or it should be the responsibility of the people that we should ask for understanding other? There is a a smiley face is painted on clown's face . And, does it mean the clown is always happy? Then, what it means for the painted tear on the clown's face as well? So, can the clown feel sad or cry on the smiley face?

Actually, I'm too stress at that moment when I lost idea in my assignment. It is very common, right?Wahaha. I'm sorry that I forget to smile and I know I look bad without a smile. I have to make a change on it and I know. I will try my best.

Life, is about understanding and the fate that tie on us by god. Just be the good of urself. Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than anything.