stress

I know myself more than anyone. If the air here is different, as long as it is safe and no poison. Because u still can breathe. And, u still alive and able to stand on the earth.


 I can't stressing myself. I will panic and screw up everything. I always tell myself to turn it to another view, take it as a game. Everyone want to be the only winner, including me, but there is only one winner in the game. What u can do? u can restart the game if u can't win in this round. U will win once time in the end.


Because of this, I always make better than what I worried. Oxygen here is really different, I feel hard to breathe. No mood to eat or drink. Headache. Over stressed.


 I also can't smile for few second, even it is for myself. I hate this feeling. Can u make me a smile and tell me everything will be ok? and let me believe I can do it, can u?