爱上一首歌，很简单，却不容易。
可以是因为它的音乐，可以是因为它的次，
可以是因为它的旋律，也可以是因为它和你相同的经历。
这一次，我真的真的真的爱上了……
因为这一句和它的旋律，无意间的第一次听到，我就真的爱上这首歌。
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
一份礼物的筹备和筹备人过程的话可以评价了这礼物的价值
我很喜欢写部落格，就像把故事告诉别人一样，一种分享开心的事。我很喜欢听故事，因为你总会在故事中的主人翁身上学会一些事宜。我很喜欢记录自己的故事，因为我觉得生活都是无法阻止地一直重复，但是我相信当中总会有它自己的特别之处，其他天是无法代和拥有的。
有一个朋友很好，他好像真的知道我的事，也建议我用英文代写部落，这样也可以增进我的英文语法。虽然我还是觉得这方法不怎么管用，因为就算自己语法犯错了而无法有效知道自己错在哪里和如何进步……但是，它还是有它的进步，我相信着。笑。
今天，身边看到了一个故事。我是一个苦笑不得的旁观者。我觉得很感触，可笑，心酸，可悲，窝心，简直是五味杂呈，这是事实的味道，不知道这该归纳成好事或坏事。看着看着，这让我想到一个故事。
女孩买了条裤子，一试太长，请奶奶帮忙剪短，奶奶说忙；找妈妈，也没空；找姐姐，更没空。女孩失望地入睡了。奶奶忙完家务想起小孙女的裤子，就把裤子剪短了一点；姐姐回来又把裤子剪短了；妈妈回来也把裤子剪短了，最后裤子没法穿了。
这告诉了我，管理的弊端就在于：要么都不管，要么都来管！
我说，如果早就知道和预算到问题，何必当初不直追过问？对吗？如果你说你在早期就提出问题，却没有人放在心上给予回复，那么请问为什么你不一直追问？在此刻却看见你说，你很早之前就提出了，却只说很伤心没有收到回复，太迟而现在没有办法有效解决……如今要把责任推向谁？是你没有继续追问？还是别人不小心遗忘？或是两者都有责任？
心，始终还是偏向一边的。
不过，我觉得这是值得高兴的事。因为这是正常的事，不变的事实，也意味了没有意外。如果心不是偏向一边，或许这个人就生病了。一份礼物的筹备和筹备人过程的话，可以评价了这礼物的价值。给我，礼物不是只是看到别人需要的，同时也是看到你对他人认识和了解所想给别人的礼物。
不同的人，待遇和真诚相差如此的遥远。这让我感觉心突然的颤抖。朋友之间真的有priority的排行吗？我不想认同，但是环境让我同意了。如果真的是这样的话，如果要他人把自己放在心底的优先权，是不是就永远不是给朋友的预定的？
礼物这玩意，给我，真的要打入心里窝心，就是最好的礼物了。
这让我想起好几份我曾经有的窝心的礼物……谢谢带我去吃饭和煮饭给我吃的人，谢谢带我去玩的人，谢谢常和我分享和教会我事情的人，谢谢现在在我脑海出现的人。不是因为他们，我感觉自己渺小可悲。因为你们，我感觉我自己是幸福幸运的。谢谢疼惜我的每一个人。谢谢。真的。我打从心底感谢把我捧在手掌真心疼我的人。
有一个朋友很好，他好像真的知道我的事，也建议我用英文代写部落，这样也可以增进我的英文语法。虽然我还是觉得这方法不怎么管用，因为就算自己语法犯错了而无法有效知道自己错在哪里和如何进步……但是，它还是有它的进步，我相信着。笑。
今天，身边看到了一个故事。我是一个苦笑不得的旁观者。我觉得很感触，可笑，心酸，可悲，窝心，简直是五味杂呈，这是事实的味道，不知道这该归纳成好事或坏事。看着看着，这让我想到一个故事。
女孩买了条裤子，一试太长，请奶奶帮忙剪短，奶奶说忙；找妈妈，也没空；找姐姐，更没空。女孩失望地入睡了。奶奶忙完家务想起小孙女的裤子，就把裤子剪短了一点；姐姐回来又把裤子剪短了；妈妈回来也把裤子剪短了，最后裤子没法穿了。
这告诉了我，管理的弊端就在于：要么都不管，要么都来管！
我说，如果早就知道和预算到问题，何必当初不直追过问？对吗？如果你说你在早期就提出问题，却没有人放在心上给予回复，那么请问为什么你不一直追问？在此刻却看见你说，你很早之前就提出了，却只说很伤心没有收到回复，太迟而现在没有办法有效解决……如今要把责任推向谁？是你没有继续追问？还是别人不小心遗忘？或是两者都有责任？
心，始终还是偏向一边的。
不过，我觉得这是值得高兴的事。因为这是正常的事，不变的事实，也意味了没有意外。如果心不是偏向一边，或许这个人就生病了。一份礼物的筹备和筹备人过程的话，可以评价了这礼物的价值。给我，礼物不是只是看到别人需要的，同时也是看到你对他人认识和了解所想给别人的礼物。
不同的人，待遇和真诚相差如此的遥远。这让我感觉心突然的颤抖。朋友之间真的有priority的排行吗？我不想认同，但是环境让我同意了。如果真的是这样的话，如果要他人把自己放在心底的优先权，是不是就永远不是给朋友的预定的？
礼物这玩意，给我，真的要打入心里窝心，就是最好的礼物了。
这让我想起好几份我曾经有的窝心的礼物……谢谢带我去吃饭和煮饭给我吃的人，谢谢带我去玩的人，谢谢常和我分享和教会我事情的人，谢谢现在在我脑海出现的人。不是因为他们，我感觉自己渺小可悲。因为你们，我感觉我自己是幸福幸运的。谢谢疼惜我的每一个人。谢谢。真的。我打从心底感谢把我捧在手掌真心疼我的人。
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
stress
I know myself more than anyone. If the air here is different, as long as it is safe and no poison. Because u still can breathe. And, u still alive and able to stand on the earth.
I can't stressing myself. I will panic and screw up everything. I always tell myself to turn it to another view, take it as a game. Everyone want to be the only winner, including me, but there is only one winner in the game. What u can do? u can restart the game if u can't win in this round. U will win once time in the end.
Because of this, I always make better than what I worried. Oxygen here is really different, I feel hard to breathe. No mood to eat or drink. Headache. Over stressed.
I also can't smile for few second, even it is for myself. I hate this feeling. Can u make me a smile and tell me everything will be ok? and let me believe I can do it, can u?
I can't stressing myself. I will panic and screw up everything. I always tell myself to turn it to another view, take it as a game. Everyone want to be the only winner, including me, but there is only one winner in the game. What u can do? u can restart the game if u can't win in this round. U will win once time in the end.
Because of this, I always make better than what I worried. Oxygen here is really different, I feel hard to breathe. No mood to eat or drink. Headache. Over stressed.
I also can't smile for few second, even it is for myself. I hate this feeling. Can u make me a smile and tell me everything will be ok? and let me believe I can do it, can u?
Friday, October 3, 2014
Time flies so fast
Time flies so fast. Today, i walk to ticket shop to buy ticket for going back home in this weekend. After my room mate and i bought the ticket, we have our dinner in the mamak stall which is near to the ticket shop.
I saw one group of junior was there to have their dinner. They occupied 3 table, around 10 people. It remind me how my university life was during my first year study. I just liked them before this, we always had our dinner here, the dinner date was set around once per week. But, now, it seen like different, life has changed. Only my room mate and I, two people are here to have our dinner.
Suddenly, i feel my heart is touched when I saw this screen in front of me. It make me feel "time is flying". Same environment and place, but the different is the person who beside u right now. It also remind me how sad i should be, from a group of people and now it turns become only me is here.
Friendship and relationship can be so strong or fragile.
After I return to my room, my room mate mentions to me how close the junior is when she saw their photo in facebook. Yes. Relationship among junior is strong enough as we can see. They share their assignment and information, they also can go out for a date or trip in a group of 10-30 people. My room mate ask me, how about us? She and I feel our batch is shameful. A question comes out in our mind, why we can do this and just like junior?
Well, I don't know.
I told my room mate, everything need someone be the starter to start it, then other only may follow, believe and maintain it. Well, may be senior are selfish, not generous and forget about the theory of sharing is caring.
This incident let me think of those who said I'm fierce. It is just because of I'm too serious and forget to smile at the moment when I was busying in my assignment. Actually, I;m not angry or in bad emotion if I'm not smiling. It means nothing if no any face expression on face, it can be in serious mood to figure out a solution for certain problem.
Does it mean a person who always like to smile and laugh is not allowed to has other emotion or expression rather than that? Erm...
Get back to the question. Does it is the fault of the person who too serious and forget to smile at the moment? or it should be the responsibility of the people that we should ask for understanding other? There is a a smiley face is painted on clown's face . And, does it mean the clown is always happy? Then, what it means for the painted tear on the clown's face as well? So, can the clown feel sad or cry on the smiley face?
Actually, I'm too stress at that moment when I lost idea in my assignment. It is very common, right?Wahaha. I'm sorry that I forget to smile and I know I look bad without a smile. I have to make a change on it and I know. I will try my best.
Life, is about understanding and the fate that tie on us by god. Just be the good of urself. Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than anything.
I saw one group of junior was there to have their dinner. They occupied 3 table, around 10 people. It remind me how my university life was during my first year study. I just liked them before this, we always had our dinner here, the dinner date was set around once per week. But, now, it seen like different, life has changed. Only my room mate and I, two people are here to have our dinner.
Suddenly, i feel my heart is touched when I saw this screen in front of me. It make me feel "time is flying". Same environment and place, but the different is the person who beside u right now. It also remind me how sad i should be, from a group of people and now it turns become only me is here.
Friendship and relationship can be so strong or fragile.
After I return to my room, my room mate mentions to me how close the junior is when she saw their photo in facebook. Yes. Relationship among junior is strong enough as we can see. They share their assignment and information, they also can go out for a date or trip in a group of 10-30 people. My room mate ask me, how about us? She and I feel our batch is shameful. A question comes out in our mind, why we can do this and just like junior?
Well, I don't know.
I told my room mate, everything need someone be the starter to start it, then other only may follow, believe and maintain it. Well, may be senior are selfish, not generous and forget about the theory of sharing is caring.
This incident let me think of those who said I'm fierce. It is just because of I'm too serious and forget to smile at the moment when I was busying in my assignment. Actually, I;m not angry or in bad emotion if I'm not smiling. It means nothing if no any face expression on face, it can be in serious mood to figure out a solution for certain problem.
Does it mean a person who always like to smile and laugh is not allowed to has other emotion or expression rather than that? Erm...
Get back to the question. Does it is the fault of the person who too serious and forget to smile at the moment? or it should be the responsibility of the people that we should ask for understanding other? There is a a smiley face is painted on clown's face . And, does it mean the clown is always happy? Then, what it means for the painted tear on the clown's face as well? So, can the clown feel sad or cry on the smiley face?
Actually, I'm too stress at that moment when I lost idea in my assignment. It is very common, right?Wahaha. I'm sorry that I forget to smile and I know I look bad without a smile. I have to make a change on it and I know. I will try my best.
Life, is about understanding and the fate that tie on us by god. Just be the good of urself. Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than anything.
Thursday, October 2, 2014
BELIEVE, The best feeling ever
The best feeling is, u are not fighting alone, u are not stand alone at the road side and u still can talk. And, u strongly believe on what u are believing. And, u achieve it and prove it to the world.
The belief that I can only build a better future, if I make good use of the present.
*The best feeling ever*
The belief that I can only build a better future, if I make good use of the present.
*The best feeling ever*
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Monday, September 29, 2014
If can't stop, then keep on run.
Hi, welcome back. I feel to say this to myself with a sweetly smile. Well, I just run away and get back to here now.
A girl told me, I looked so happy when she was with me. Yes, my mood is better compare to before. But, it doesn't mean I'm ok or happy. What i can say is, I feel better. My family did not knew what i run few hundreds kilometer to home even until now i have return to my campus.
Everyone thought the purpose I went home is to meet my friend who live in city. Nobody know I planed to home and the decision was made in 1 hour before the bus arrive to the bus stop. I still remember what my sister asked me. Why I get back to home in sudden without any early inform or plan? is it the ticket too cheap or I'm rich now?
Doesn't matter. It is not important for me. I start to feel explanation not mean anything if somebody really cant put herself/himself in to ur shoes. May be LOCO know why I want to home. The reason why i run away and home, I think I'm the only one who know the reason at all.
Yes, I went out for movie even I watched it before. And, I also did not finish my assignment during the period. By the way, I learnt something, which is how best it is if somebody accompany u to do something that u want to. The feel is damn good. Really. enjoy it~
The movie is so nice, I did not mind to watch it twice. The movie ask me TO BELIEVE and make thing happen. The movie ask me TO BRAVE and do not scare even nobody with u, just start the thing to show it to other. The movie ask me TO RUN and keep on run even get lost, which is the fact of life, -never stop. < the maze runner >
Now, I have two same ticket which is in different date, different time and different cinema.
The reason why I run away. Yes, I go and find my friend for a movie, may be it is one of the reason. Yes, I just to see my family one, who stand in front of me, face to face, by my eyes. Yes, I'm stress and I feel I can't breath anymore at here. Yes, I know I need a run for myself.
Stand in front of the number, 23, first time I feel I'm not allowed to breath in the earth, it is not a choice, is i cant make it, my body feel "blocked" for that. That's why i choose to run. I need to find something for myself to breath and keep myself alive.
I know how childish and weakness I'm. I'm sorry. Nobody know how it feel in my body. Well, is ok. I will get thorough it. Here, is the reason and explanation that i wrote here, not for other, but for myself.
If can't stop, then keep on run. =)
A girl told me, I looked so happy when she was with me. Yes, my mood is better compare to before. But, it doesn't mean I'm ok or happy. What i can say is, I feel better. My family did not knew what i run few hundreds kilometer to home even until now i have return to my campus.
Everyone thought the purpose I went home is to meet my friend who live in city. Nobody know I planed to home and the decision was made in 1 hour before the bus arrive to the bus stop. I still remember what my sister asked me. Why I get back to home in sudden without any early inform or plan? is it the ticket too cheap or I'm rich now?
Doesn't matter. It is not important for me. I start to feel explanation not mean anything if somebody really cant put herself/himself in to ur shoes. May be LOCO know why I want to home. The reason why i run away and home, I think I'm the only one who know the reason at all.
Yes, I went out for movie even I watched it before. And, I also did not finish my assignment during the period. By the way, I learnt something, which is how best it is if somebody accompany u to do something that u want to. The feel is damn good. Really. enjoy it~
The movie is so nice, I did not mind to watch it twice. The movie ask me TO BELIEVE and make thing happen. The movie ask me TO BRAVE and do not scare even nobody with u, just start the thing to show it to other. The movie ask me TO RUN and keep on run even get lost, which is the fact of life, -never stop. < the maze runner >
Now, I have two same ticket which is in different date, different time and different cinema.
The reason why I run away. Yes, I go and find my friend for a movie, may be it is one of the reason. Yes, I just to see my family one, who stand in front of me, face to face, by my eyes. Yes, I'm stress and I feel I can't breath anymore at here. Yes, I know I need a run for myself.
Stand in front of the number, 23, first time I feel I'm not allowed to breath in the earth, it is not a choice, is i cant make it, my body feel "blocked" for that. That's why i choose to run. I need to find something for myself to breath and keep myself alive.
I know how childish and weakness I'm. I'm sorry. Nobody know how it feel in my body. Well, is ok. I will get thorough it. Here, is the reason and explanation that i wrote here, not for other, but for myself.
If can't stop, then keep on run. =)
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