it will take some time. Maybe weeks. Maybe month. But, not days.

I asked and he told me, it will take some time. Maybe weeks. Maybe month. Depends on urgency. But he confirm not days.

It is hard to wait and make decision. I knew. But, what can I do. I am keep on thinking and asking myself, should I continue and wait for the opportunity? Or, I just turn away and leave?

Asking myself, will I regret in one day if I leave now? If yes, keep myself here when I can, at least don't feeling regret in future. That is why, I stay here with my strong heart, even I am hurting myself and I feel sad without any update until today.

Strong heart will be weaken from day to day... I'm not strong enough... should I continue to wait here? The more I wait, the longer the time I wait, I feel the feeling is more weaken, even start to hate which is changed from the feeling of love..

I really like what I am doing and I really hope to get the chance to try. But, can I? What should I do?