I'm good enough now. I know I not need u all the time.

My heart is pain now. But, my tear wont drop from my eyes. I can feel my heart is bleeding. Not everyone can understand u. This sentence in my mind.

I never deceive myself, I face my true feeling all the time, including now. I saw the photo which they are together and I'm not inside the photo. I look at the stated time, my evil mind tell me that i did not realise the photo on the time, may be they try to hide it from me. I know im bad if i put assumption on someone.

May be it is the reason why he did not pick up my call, may be he was with them. And, he has no idea how to handle my call.

Well, i feel better in the next second when i realize I'm not the only one who missing in the photo. Some of us are not inside the photo also. Well, it prove me something, at some point, you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart, but not in your life. Just like someone who show me that, friendship problem should not be a big deal to me.

Yes. Along the way, i may have to leave my home to somewhere else. Well, I'm crystal clear on who are with me, they are in my heart and life. So, let it go for those who want to leave u or never plan to bring u together.

I'm ok and more than ok. Just like what i been told, don't worry, i have who are there and they are waiting for me all the time in the way of i need them or they need me. Relationship can be strong and fragile. Just see how strong or weak u are. The stronger the king, the stronger the kingdom, it go same to his wealth.

Yes. I'm good enough now. I know I not need it all the time. Well, good luck and enjoy ur trip, my friends. Seem u all have a happy trip. ^_^